Britney Spears is learning to love herself the way she is following the termination of her 13-year conservatorship in November.
The pop princess took to Instagram on Thursday (Mar. 24) to reveal that she was “thinking about getting a boob job,” noting that “my boobs are fairly small.” Spears noted that she went to a doctor to get an opinion, but left before her appointment since “nobody was there to let us in.”
Spears went on to slam celebrities who claim their beauty is natural when they’ve gotten work done or “been shot well” for a film or photos, as she has often felt insecure about her own looks, especially during her conservatorship. “Yes I do care and anyone would if you saw yourself the way I have … my dad always told me I was fat and being the heavy girl on stage wasn’t fun … It was humiliating !!!!”
“I am absolutely a victim to all of the societal objectifications and exploitations that women are subjected to … I have bought into myself at times,” she continued. “SORRY IT’S A LOT !!! I personally believe people can be happy whether they are skinny, old, fat, whatever… if you are happy and have good energy, you are 100% attractive!!!! Happy people draw light and its contagious and attractive.”
She added that the secret to her own success was “never how beautiful I was,” but rather the fact that she was “a tease” and had “very cool energy.”
Spears noted that even her sons can fall victim to negative self talk, explaining that both are “geniuses” and her 15-year-old son Jayden “can play jazz and literally anything on the piano !!!!”
“His gift scares me … we watched Green Book and he sat down and immediately started playing the blues,” she continued. “It’s scary how good he is but he said the other day. ‘Mamma it’s the thoughts I think too much’ … I was like, “NOOOOOOO !!! Don’t be me ever please God no” !!!!”
Brit concluded that despite having “no internal thoughts” while being put in a mental treatment facility by her family, “I still think I’m finding myself 3 years later and that’s okay !!! I just wanted to share this !!! Do your own research on these procedures and as hard as it may be … learn to f—ing love yourself [red heart emoji] !!!”
See her full post below.